一个星期又过了，感觉好像没有做到什么似的....放假的感觉总是懒洋洋的...可是开始习惯了这种感觉...觉得这也许是人生的休息站...不苛求一定要什么... 凡是顺期自然...感觉就好像行云流水般的自由和平静... 享受生命中的每一步...从戏剧体会人生中每一个阶段的道理...对我而言是一种非常棒的感觉...
这个星期 《谈情说案》 大结局了...虽然大家对这套戏剧的评价都是两个字 “抄袭“。也想起黄宗泽的一句话... 香港的作品十个有九个半都被人说是抄袭...可是对我来说 ... 我非常喜欢这套剧里的对白... 跟大家分享以下...
* 第二十一集*
其实我们都是感情用事的人，我们做的每一件事，都是用心百分百的投入，我们这种人都是注定付出多，受伤更多。
人总要转换一下环境来疗伤....
重感情的人心地一定很好，心地好的人一定会有好报...
* 第二十五集*
很多东西已经过去，也不想去想回，可能应为这样，身体里会好像有一个开关，偶尔就会响，提醒我不可以再试第二次，不可以有第二次..。
就是那种痛让我醒觉，我告诉我自己，我以后要做回快快乐乐得犀利妹，不会因为你而改变...
世界上最珍贵的东西唯有用心去领会，不会有任何的计算方式...
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用心体会，就会明白这些情景.... 希望大家喜欢 ~
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Sunday, June 27, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
寂寞的夜
寂寞的月亮，有星星的陪伴，寂寞的人，有谁愿意陪伴？近来好像常常都上来写部落格，也许太多时间了，想了太多东西，心情就只会down down down。又想起我常用的一个比喻，一个跟我非常贴切的比喻——鸡蛋。坚强的只是外壳，内心还是非常的软弱。本来刚刚打算一来就开始部落格的，可是最后还是到了韵蕊的部落格去看看。结果非常出乎意料的，读到了一些非常，怎么说呢，真的找不到形容词的一篇文章，所以接下来要回应一下，希望她也能看到咯。
林峰说“爱情源自于一种叫做苯氨基丙酸,当一男一女走在一块，这种激素就会增加，这种关系和情况叫做爱情。”其实感情真的是两个人的事，如果只是当方面付出，结果就会是零，一个彻彻底底的零。留下的只有一句微不足道的 “对不起”。有时候会想，这句对不起真的又治疗的作用吗？想到这里，除了傻傻的笑，我真的找不到一个更好的表情。看着韵蕊为他改变这个那个，而他无动于衷，真的值得吗？我想，热恋的情侣都会异口同声的说 “我愿意”，情况就好像在教堂说的那一句 “我愿意 ”。其实如果真的喜欢对方，不需要刻意或太多的改变，改变了，也不就是你了。不过，我想现在我还没有资格去说这些东东。再看看《大唐双龙传里》的徐子陵，默默的为师妃喧付出，一种不求回报的付出，就知道爱情可以很傻，很傻。忽然想起林俊杰《简简单单》里的一句歌词，好像是这样的，没有被爱情伤过，也就是白活了。
累了，不多写了，写了也不会有任何改变。把伤感翻来翻去，反而更加的痛。唯有祈祷。。。祈祷再祈祷！盼上天眷顾 ～
林峰说“爱情源自于一种叫做苯氨基丙酸,当一男一女走在一块，这种激素就会增加，这种关系和情况叫做爱情。”其实感情真的是两个人的事，如果只是当方面付出，结果就会是零，一个彻彻底底的零。留下的只有一句微不足道的 “对不起”。有时候会想，这句对不起真的又治疗的作用吗？想到这里，除了傻傻的笑，我真的找不到一个更好的表情。看着韵蕊为他改变这个那个，而他无动于衷，真的值得吗？我想，热恋的情侣都会异口同声的说 “我愿意”，情况就好像在教堂说的那一句 “我愿意 ”。其实如果真的喜欢对方，不需要刻意或太多的改变，改变了，也不就是你了。不过，我想现在我还没有资格去说这些东东。再看看《大唐双龙传里》的徐子陵，默默的为师妃喧付出，一种不求回报的付出，就知道爱情可以很傻，很傻。忽然想起林俊杰《简简单单》里的一句歌词，好像是这样的，没有被爱情伤过，也就是白活了。
累了，不多写了，写了也不会有任何改变。把伤感翻来翻去，反而更加的痛。唯有祈祷。。。祈祷再祈祷！盼上天眷顾 ～
Friday, June 18, 2010
Today ^^
Wow. It is the first time I use Mac to blog. The feel is extremely good. Well, I am not hard sell or what. I used to be a window user as well. The only different that I have experienced till this moment is the display. I like the display of Mac, it is just too nice. Soft and gentle. Lol. Funny adjectives to describe right? But definitely Mac gives me this feel at this moment.
Well, it is a productive day. Should I say that? Not really... but definitely I did something meaningful... I guess. Early in the morning, I just couldn't get up from my bed. I enjoy to sleep (hibernate) during this winter. I guess you will wonder why I need to wake up so early since I am enjoying my winter break currently. This is because I have an appointment with Kris, the presenter / founder of the Multi Maker Mahers. Wow. Sounds so professional isn't it? Due to my lazyness, I overslept and slight late for the meeting. Sorry! So how's the result? Good, Bad or what? I don't know. Depends on how you view it. Of course, it is good for my resume no doubt... But bad because of what... I need money... I am running out of money and yet it is another volunteer work... Gosh... I wish it is paid... But anyway, I guess I will probably take it... cause the workloads isn't that much though... just need to update when you are free...perhaps once in a month will do =)
After finished the meeting, I went to shop for my laptop cooler. Once again... oh my god. A laptop cooler cost AUD 58 (Logitech)... Gosh... it is just too expensive... I didn't get it at last... But unfortunately, very unfortunately, I went into Target and try to guess what I did? Once again, I couldn't stop myself from getting a long sleeve black shirt regardless of the declaration of bankruptcy... It is just too nice. Feel bad for not getting it. Honestly, I tried to find ample excuses to get that shirt but I couldn't even get one. The most common one... birthday present had already been used for purchasing a new lappie. Suggest me some please... if you don't mind...
After getting that shirt, I have straight off to the train station. I didn't dare to shop anymore. I know I am those who couldn't stop myself from getting something I want to. I know. On the way back, I was listening to the same song again again and again... 《心窍》from Steven Ma... The theme song of the recent TVB dramas 《蒲松龄》... It is just a nice and warm song... somehow it is a bit sad also... may be I am just a pessimistic person...
Seven-thirty at the night now, I haven't had my dinner yet and wonder what to eat. It would be good if you can deliver to me with this three words 'FREE OF CHARGE'. I swear I will appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Kidding. It won't happen I know.
Cornelius
Well, it is a productive day. Should I say that? Not really... but definitely I did something meaningful... I guess. Early in the morning, I just couldn't get up from my bed. I enjoy to sleep (hibernate) during this winter. I guess you will wonder why I need to wake up so early since I am enjoying my winter break currently. This is because I have an appointment with Kris, the presenter / founder of the Multi Maker Mahers. Wow. Sounds so professional isn't it? Due to my lazyness, I overslept and slight late for the meeting. Sorry! So how's the result? Good, Bad or what? I don't know. Depends on how you view it. Of course, it is good for my resume no doubt... But bad because of what... I need money... I am running out of money and yet it is another volunteer work... Gosh... I wish it is paid... But anyway, I guess I will probably take it... cause the workloads isn't that much though... just need to update when you are free...perhaps once in a month will do =)
After finished the meeting, I went to shop for my laptop cooler. Once again... oh my god. A laptop cooler cost AUD 58 (Logitech)... Gosh... it is just too expensive... I didn't get it at last... But unfortunately, very unfortunately, I went into Target and try to guess what I did? Once again, I couldn't stop myself from getting a long sleeve black shirt regardless of the declaration of bankruptcy... It is just too nice. Feel bad for not getting it. Honestly, I tried to find ample excuses to get that shirt but I couldn't even get one. The most common one... birthday present had already been used for purchasing a new lappie. Suggest me some please... if you don't mind...
After getting that shirt, I have straight off to the train station. I didn't dare to shop anymore. I know I am those who couldn't stop myself from getting something I want to. I know. On the way back, I was listening to the same song again again and again... 《心窍》from Steven Ma... The theme song of the recent TVB dramas 《蒲松龄》... It is just a nice and warm song... somehow it is a bit sad also... may be I am just a pessimistic person...
Seven-thirty at the night now, I haven't had my dinner yet and wonder what to eat. It would be good if you can deliver to me with this three words 'FREE OF CHARGE'. I swear I will appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Kidding. It won't happen I know.
Cornelius
Monday, June 14, 2010
Late night ~
It is already so late at night and I am still awake. May be the only reason I can give myself is... I enjoy the silence and peaceful of the night. Regardless of all these, I still don't feel warm. May be it is because of winter. That's a funny explanation, isn't it? Actually I did feel quite tired, but still don't feel good to head into the bed. So, let's me share with you what I have done all these days.
Today, I went to try for a new cleaning job. But anyway, I am still considering whether it is suitable for me or not. The only reason I will go for the job is because of money. When I thought off that, I laughed out. I really did. I used to tell people around me that I wouldn't go for a job if I am not interested with it. But yet, realistic have stopped me from thinking that way. I guess the only reason why I used to think like that is because of my family background. I must emphasize here that I really appreciate what my parents have offered me all these while. I am not rich, but yet all my needs are satisfied by my parents. Frankly speaking, I got two very contradicting thoughts in my mind. One, go for it ... it is money... Two... Hello boy, are you going to collect rubbish? Hello and Hello... I really don't know. The situation become worse when I have to take a bus or train all the way down there. I really couldn't make up my mind now. I couldn't. Hopefully God will decide it for me. Pray ~
I am going to cut my hair tomorrow. After keeping my hair long for almost three months, I have to cut it short. I have to. Why? I got no extra money to spend on straightening. I must admit i feel pain for it in the first place. But now... getting better. Life is full with difficulties. I understand. Again, the same idiom... Out of difficulties, makes miracle. =)
Between, I am planning to write a short story during the winter break since my original plan for composing my music has failed. Well, I knew it will fail all these while, perhaps, Raphael knew it as well. I really feel sorry for my brother, Janky. Sorry. I broke my promise once again. I really wish to tell you may be I can do it later, but yet I don't have the courage to make another promise again. May be just like what I have always written in my lyrics...
Feel exhausted ~ Bye!
Cornelius
Today, I went to try for a new cleaning job. But anyway, I am still considering whether it is suitable for me or not. The only reason I will go for the job is because of money. When I thought off that, I laughed out. I really did. I used to tell people around me that I wouldn't go for a job if I am not interested with it. But yet, realistic have stopped me from thinking that way. I guess the only reason why I used to think like that is because of my family background. I must emphasize here that I really appreciate what my parents have offered me all these while. I am not rich, but yet all my needs are satisfied by my parents. Frankly speaking, I got two very contradicting thoughts in my mind. One, go for it ... it is money... Two... Hello boy, are you going to collect rubbish? Hello and Hello... I really don't know. The situation become worse when I have to take a bus or train all the way down there. I really couldn't make up my mind now. I couldn't. Hopefully God will decide it for me. Pray ~
I am going to cut my hair tomorrow. After keeping my hair long for almost three months, I have to cut it short. I have to. Why? I got no extra money to spend on straightening. I must admit i feel pain for it in the first place. But now... getting better. Life is full with difficulties. I understand. Again, the same idiom... Out of difficulties, makes miracle. =)
Between, I am planning to write a short story during the winter break since my original plan for composing my music has failed. Well, I knew it will fail all these while, perhaps, Raphael knew it as well. I really feel sorry for my brother, Janky. Sorry. I broke my promise once again. I really wish to tell you may be I can do it later, but yet I don't have the courage to make another promise again. May be just like what I have always written in my lyrics...
Feel exhausted ~ Bye!
Cornelius
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Lonely ~
I am currently enjoying my holiday right now. Unfortunately, out of my expectation, i feel so bore and lonely. Well, you will ask me why? Frankly speaking, I couldn't figure out the reason behind. Really couldn't. Perhaps, I like to be busy... or I am those who don't know how to enjoy wonderful time? May be...may be...
Recently the broke down of my computer made me feel so upset. In fact, I am now blogging using Paulie's lappie. I really appreciate Paulie for kindly lending me her lappie. The fact that my computer broke down has messed up my original plan. I have planned to straighten my hair during this winter break. I have been planning it few months ahead. But now, I am wondering should I? Under the bottom of my heart, I wish to. I really wish to. But will I face the fact of running out of money in future? And will I able to get a library job as I planned? I really don't know. Meanwhile, I still need to consider which model and brand of lappie I want to purchase in future. Honestly, I can still survive to do my assignments in university. The only thing that I couldn't stand on is without lappie to download dramas. Hello my dear readers, I am sorry to inform you that I seem can't live without dramas.
I have sent out lots of internship application. One of them has turned me down. I really wonder the reason behind. I really wish to know. Tell me why. I understood that it is a normal thing happening around the world every second. I also understood that I cant accept all internship if all of them are offered to me. I really do. But still I don't feel good for it. I swear besides my first job, I wont send out anymore application. I wish someone is going to send me an invitation to join their company. In other words, I have to be successful enough to experience that. That's the society requirement. I understand.
Suddenly feel good posting blog in English. Yet, I don't dare to take the English assessment in the JobStreet.com. Why? Am I still not confident with my English level? I don't know. But yesterday one of the Paulie's friend called to ask about some English stuff. I can't be bother going to lecture today. This sentence seems pretty normal and easy for to understand. But to him, he translated it words by words to Chinese and confused with the meaning of the whole sentence. Looking at him, I think off myself. I know I used to be like that as well. But now, I am confident to say that I don't have to translate between English and Chinese everytime I speak. Speaking English is just like speaking Chinese. But I must admit that I might lose some words sometimes, and I also understand that there is always room for improvement.
Recently, feel quite lonely. Those people I can talk to are busy with their own stuff and matters. And still, I couldn't see the reason for disturbing them. May be just because my problem is minor or even nonexistence... just because i think too much for it... May be...
Cornelius XD
Recently the broke down of my computer made me feel so upset. In fact, I am now blogging using Paulie's lappie. I really appreciate Paulie for kindly lending me her lappie. The fact that my computer broke down has messed up my original plan. I have planned to straighten my hair during this winter break. I have been planning it few months ahead. But now, I am wondering should I? Under the bottom of my heart, I wish to. I really wish to. But will I face the fact of running out of money in future? And will I able to get a library job as I planned? I really don't know. Meanwhile, I still need to consider which model and brand of lappie I want to purchase in future. Honestly, I can still survive to do my assignments in university. The only thing that I couldn't stand on is without lappie to download dramas. Hello my dear readers, I am sorry to inform you that I seem can't live without dramas.
I have sent out lots of internship application. One of them has turned me down. I really wonder the reason behind. I really wish to know. Tell me why. I understood that it is a normal thing happening around the world every second. I also understood that I cant accept all internship if all of them are offered to me. I really do. But still I don't feel good for it. I swear besides my first job, I wont send out anymore application. I wish someone is going to send me an invitation to join their company. In other words, I have to be successful enough to experience that. That's the society requirement. I understand.
Suddenly feel good posting blog in English. Yet, I don't dare to take the English assessment in the JobStreet.com. Why? Am I still not confident with my English level? I don't know. But yesterday one of the Paulie's friend called to ask about some English stuff. I can't be bother going to lecture today. This sentence seems pretty normal and easy for to understand. But to him, he translated it words by words to Chinese and confused with the meaning of the whole sentence. Looking at him, I think off myself. I know I used to be like that as well. But now, I am confident to say that I don't have to translate between English and Chinese everytime I speak. Speaking English is just like speaking Chinese. But I must admit that I might lose some words sometimes, and I also understand that there is always room for improvement.
Recently, feel quite lonely. Those people I can talk to are busy with their own stuff and matters. And still, I couldn't see the reason for disturbing them. May be just because my problem is minor or even nonexistence... just because i think too much for it... May be...
Cornelius XD