Monday, August 31, 2009

I dont know who I am ...

I have not been writing blog to express my feelings for a long period of time. As last, I came back here and wrote this blog in English. May be.. everything has backed to its origin and I need to start all over again. Just like the idiom "Easy come, easy go".. Hopefully, I didnt remember it wrongly.

Really feel extremely tired recently. Prehaps, I have more commitments in this semester compared to the last one. I have joined FM 104.9 to become a radio DJ and at the same time I have become a Mandarin tutor in the university. So, sometimes I do wonder whether these two jobs have made me feel tired. However, I do enjoy these two jobs. They really give me a sense of satisfication.

Recently, I always saw my friends displayed some encouragement messages in their personal message in Facebook or MSN. May be everybody is tired... It is the second half of a year.. At this moment, I really wish to cry. I am lost. I watched a drama today and it mentioned there were 24 of ourselves. Then what am I now? I dont even know. I feel like extremely lost. Everythings seem not organize for me. I need to submit assignments, handling radio matters, helps my students... and much much more. How many energy do I still need to complete all these tasks? I really dont know... What I want now.. is just a big hug..

Life is full of obstacles and challenges, so no happiness is forever. Everythings is easy come easy go. No matter are your studies, your time, your job, your relationships.. or your whatever... Just learn to accept it and let the God decides everything.. Although it is tired to experience these kinds of stuff, but you cant avoid for it. Just learn ...

Too tired already.. and still got assignments need to complete.. Someone please give me some courage to go for my future journey!

Unknown Cornelius =

Sunday, August 23, 2009

我的心其实很寂寞 My Heart is Lonely

词曲:世骏



热闹的街道
情侣都在那拥抱
就连我手上的电影票
也是成双成对

望着手上的手表
想起曾许下的承诺
什么分分秒秒
早以在空气中消失

我的心其实很寂寞
却在人前选择了微笑
去掩饰 失恋所带给我的痛
也掩饰了我的所有

我的心其实很寂寞
却在人前装着没什么
去忘记 你曾经对我的好
也去忘记 你的所有

Saturday, August 15, 2009

失恋路上的我 Failure in Love Journey



词曲: 世骏




星星没了月亮
就好像我没你在身旁
一个人独自的 走着走着
走在爱情的路上



幸福在尽头
要你一路牵着我的手
一起一步一步的往前走
寻找幸福的所有
但是为何你却在中途中放了手
让你我 迷失在那爱情中

为什么你选择放开了我的双手
是不是因为我
爱的你不够
我的哭我的笑
对你已不再重要
而我对你的思念
唯有向寂寞
倾诉